I find myself...

In bed.

My cats are curled up next to me.

In a Motel 6.

Off the highway.

In Medford, OR.

This is weird.

And the sweetness has kind of 

faded away, leaving 

behind the bitter.

I am without a doubt making the right decision.

I know I need to do this.

The thing is that...

I am not yet sure why...

I don't want to be proving anything to myself.

I don't want to be doing this because I owe

it to myself to do it.

I want to do this because I want to do this.

Currently, I am very much wanting to do this

and very much not wanting to do this.

One thing is for certain...

I am going to do this.

And we'll see what happens.

Updates to come! Keep checkin' in!

Love to all y'alls!

Love,

xo liz